75th Golden Globes Awards.

Last night was the 75th annual Golden Globes Awards, so I thought I’d show you some of my favourite red carpet looks that I’ve come across so far, and if I find more I’ll be sure to post them on my Facebook! Here’s 18 so far! I was really loving the all black dresses and the message behind them of course.

1. Kendall Jenner in an amazing Giambattista Valli dress.

2. Jessica Biel in Dior.

3. Issa Rae

4. Dove Cameron.

5. Alicia Vikander in backless Louis Vuitton dress.

6. Alexis Bledel in a Oscar de la Renta jumpsuit.

7. Emilia Clarke

8. Chrishell Hartley.

9. Viola Davis in Brandon Maxwell.

10. Saoirse Ronan in Atelier Versace.

11. Margot Robbie in Gucci.

12. Penelope Cruz in Ralph & Russo Couture.

13. Gal Gadot in Tom Ford.

14. Mandy Moore in Rosie Assoulin.

15. Catherine Zeta Jones in Zuhair Muard.

16. Alison Brie in Vassilis Zoulias.

17. Emma Stone in Louis Vuitton.

18. Mariah Carey in Dolce & Gabbana.

Thank you for reading,

Becca xo

Life With Constant Pain At 15

Pain?

What is pain?

Is it a feeling or a thought? Dose it exist if you can’t see the pain?

I am in pain every day of my life for nearly 4 years, although it isn’t as visible as a broken arm or leg, that doesn’t mean it’s non-existing. In those 4 years I spend the first year ignoring the pain, i acted as if it wasnt there until it got to a point where hiding it wasnt an option. The following 2 years i spent in pain and very unhappy, i spent most of my time at doctors and hospital appointments and they all told me they couldn’t see a problem and said it was just anxiety. With all the pain and appointments i missed a lot of school, everyday i would have to go in and explain myself to the principles, teachers and students and for what? them to all turn around and tell me i was lying? i was never in pain or suffered in any way, to them i didn’t want to go to school and all my pains were a joke and not real. They would ask why weren’t you in? id reply i was sick, ahh yeah “sick”. These were people i called my friends, but they weren’t really, they were only friends so they would have someone to sit with at lunch or go to town with, they never really cared. I once went to my school office 3 times in one day asking to call my Mam to go home and they wouldn’t let me, i was crying in the bathroom in so much pain calling my Mam off my own phone and within seconds no joke my mam and dad were there and when she arrived the principal was nowhere to be seen. The school would compare me to others with sickness saying they had it worse than me and they never knew anything about me or my pain yet they could tell me someone had it worse than me. They couldn’t feel or see my pain which made them believe it wasnt there and it wasnt real but it was very much real.

I spend every second of everyday in pain, yes it affects my life but that doesn’t mean i cant do anything with it. Every day the pain in there just some days it’s very faded and others it unbearable. One day i could run for hours then the next i could be crying and not able to move from my bed, but like everything you’ve the good and the bad days. Yes i may be able to do things, like travel and enjoy concerts because its stuff i love to do and I don’t give into the pain but some days it’s so bad I have to give in which has sometimes stopped me from going and doing the things I love, there is only so much your body can take.

Now I have yet to be diagnosed but the doctors are heading to me having Fibromyalgia like my mother.

There are many symptoms of Fibromyalgia  but here are some of the common symptoms..

  1. Pain & Tender Points.
  2. Fatigue.
  3. Sleeping Disorders.
  4. Concentration Problems.
  5. Memory Problems.
  6. Anxiety.
  7. Depression.
  8. Morning Stiffness.
  9. Chronic Headaches.
  10. Numbness.
  11. Tingling In Hands, Arms, Legs & Feet.
  12. Irritable Bowel Syndrome.
  13. Problems With Peeing.
  14. Painful Menstrual Cramps.
  15. Dizziness.
  16. Twitches.
  17. Vision Problems.
  18. Joint Of Jaw Disjunction.
  19. Nausea.
  20. Various Skin Complaints.
  21. Chest Pains.
  22. Mood Swings.
  23. Bloating.
  24. Restless Legs.
  25. Dysmenorrhea.
  26. Exhaustion.
  27. Sensitivity To Light & Noise.
  28. Difficulty To Speak.
  29. Achy Bones.
  30. Weakness.
  31. Nose Bleeds.
  32. Neck & Shoulder Pain.
  33. Sensory Sensitive.
  34. Gluten & Yeast Intolerance.
  35. Weight Gain.
  36. Multiple Chemical Sensitivity.
  37. Cold Symptoms.

me a 15 year old has 32 out 37 of the symptoms I listed.

 

Lady Gaga, its amazing how she dances and get on stage and doesn’t stop doing what she loves because of her pains. She is and always will be an inspiration.

 

And for the 4th year of me being in pain, I left school, started homeschooling and my journey of blogging, ive cut all the negative people out of my life, doing what I wanna do regardless of what others think, all thanks to my Mam & Dad and i couldn’t be happier.

 

if you’d like me to go in more detail of anything I spoke about please let me know!

 

thank you for reading,

becca xo

 

 

 

 

 

 

Social Media

So I thought I’d update my blog and say, I’ll be posting a lot more on social media. I hope to post daily on Facebook & Snapchat, Instagram a couple times a week & im always pinning things on Pinterest!

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PS Pigment’s

Recently Primark came out with some eye pigments, and I picked up some of them. They’ve 6 single colours & 3 in a set for their Gold Rush line.

Set of 3 for Gold Rush Lines;

Literally took them out of their box and my hand was covered in glitter which just shows how pigmented they really are, they are amazing on & blend into your eyeshadow amazingly.

3 for €5

6 single pigments;

I picked up the shades Brown Sugar & Copper Daze. Amazing colours and apply so nicely to the eye lid.

€3 each

Christmas Party

Christmas Party

 

On Thursday night myself and my parents went to a Christmas Party our gym was having, it was a free meal for all members, the food was amazing and was a great night! My outfit is all Primark.

 

Thank you for reading,

becca xo

PS Gold Rush Highlighting Palette

PS Gold Rush Highlighting Palette

So along with the Gold Rush Eyeshadow Palette I also got the Highlighting Palette. This palette is by far my favourite highlighter from Primark. It has four amazing shades and each one is very pigmented. They blend nicely with foundation and show up amazing on the skin! Another Primark make up item I would recommend getting! This was also €6.

Follow my Instagram @lifeasbeccaa I normally post a preview of the products that I’m going to be talking about & swatch them!

thank you for reading,

becca xo

PS Gold Rush Eye Shadow Palette

PS Gold Rush Eye Shadow Palette

So over the last few weeks Primark have been coming out with new amazing make up products and recently they came out with a new line called Gold Rush. A few days ago I picked up a few little bits from the new line and only just tried the eye shadow palette which I am in love with literally!. I was never a fan of Primark’s eye shadows until a few months ago, they have really stepped up their game! This palette is defiantly one of my favourites I’ve tried, I love the colours and they blend out so nicely they also blend together great. It’s only €6 in Primark and I highly recommend it!

 

thank you for reading,

becca xo